Self evaluation

I make mistakes, I say & sometimes do the wrong thing......im praying my mistakes are forgiven and that u see i recognize the error of my ways, its always been difficult for the both of us and together im certain we'll make sure that this will discontinue with our seed.....im hoping were still on the same page, still progressing towards being a family, the fear of being content apart troubles me, but pretending wouldnt benefit us either....idk jus expressing thoughts as i lay here, feeling my tummy move, wiping my runny nose and tryna breathe .....missin u like crazy & believing your doing the same